Do not be afraid for you are God with a small g whereas he is God with a capital G, Ps82:1-6. when you criticize your self you also criticize the intellegence of the one who created you Rom14:7-8. No matter the circumstances you were created to outshine, never underestimate your abilities. You are the most outstanding piece among God's work and if he were to make a show off you would be his show piece. Keep shining!!!